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by ashley Nov 8, 2006 category : Dark, fantasy / unexplained
Tired-beaten and deeply scarred why does this life have to be so hard? I'm furious sad and depressed people look at me tell me I'm lucky-I'm blessed they need to take a look inside of me realize I'm fighting for me to be free if only they knew the suffering of the past-tears full of hate its taking over me i feel myself slowly beginning to deteriorate i cant let go because the people of my past will be forgiven something i cant do as long as I'm living so i carry this burden painfully alone sadly my lifes fading away people tell me to forget but i refuse to obey so many people dont know me for who i am and how i feel when I'm at school i act like my lifes not real i escape when i study so then i forget it but when i remember I'm throwed into turmoil of a fiery pit I'm falling into lost hope and despair for my eternal days I'm blind in the darkness of this haze the beauty in life is slowly disappearing before my eyes none hears my screams or cries i wonder when i will breathe my last breath i feel the peace of dark and its cloak of death it welcomes me in open arms but I'm held back by a force stronger than my own will its a feeling...a person desperately trying to help me heal love that is given overpowers deaths closing cloak I'm brought back to reality as i struggle through deaths thick smoke the answers why this incredible force brought me back is unclear the love and its power got me as my death was near still i scream and i cry i mourn and i fade away to run and hide you didn't see the signs so now a part of me has died please open your crystal blue eyes and read the obvious signs that i show i have feelings and I'm human i love you back too i just wanted you to know i test you constantly but you are blind you constantly fail I'm scared ill lose you it makes me sick and now I'm frail please dont go and let me rot in my own sorrow i need you to help me get through today and tomorrow I'm hurt and i feel alone my heart is feeling cold I'm turning to stone
by Lil Miss Nothing
Dis poem is really awesome it practically describes my life