I shouldn't still love you
Even when I'm with my baby
I shouldn't be caring
Even if I was once your lady.
I shouldn't have rushed my decisions.
Because I regret alot
I shouldn't have blocked you out
like jumping from the theme to the plot.
I shouldn't still feel pain
I shouldn't still feel grief
I shouldn't be depressed
I should feel more relieved.
I should have pushed you away
I shouldn't have returned the kiss
I should have just been your friend
Then things wouldn't have end up like this.
We lost everything
I lost apart of me
I shouldn't have held on
I shouldn't have believed.
I believed in fairy tales
I believed in dreams come true
I shouldn't have thought
That my life would be perfect with you.
But what can I do
I see you everyday
Wondering if I should go
Or if I should stay.
I shouldn't have thought that about this.
I shouldn't feel this bad
But what can I say
I was probably the best you had.
I really loved you
But you wouldn't
And if you never cared
Then I guess I shouldn't.
