I hate thiz life i dont know y i thought i would be different but i guess i\'m trying to be me and i hate the way i\'m but i guess i\'m trying to talk to ppl about my feelings but no matter wut i guess i cant saticifiy my family no matter wut i do there alwayz mad at me even if i try hard to be me and keep my grades up its kinda hard becase i\'m alwayz left in the dark i alwayz did hate thiz life ever since i waz young pplz dont know how i feel they act like they do but they really dont i wish i waz different then i wont be like thiz i wouldnt want to die so much i tried suicide more then once but i cant do it cuz i have to be hear for my friends if i never had any friends i wouldnt be here right now
