Last Night

My mind tells me yes
My heart tells me no
I dont know what to do
Which way to go

I hate my life
I\'m so afraid
I just want to disappear
So i get out my blade

I know i shouldnt
This pain i cause myself is my own
Dont feel sorry for me
I want to walk alone

Sorry for hurting myself mom and dad
You put me through hell too
Screaming and arguing all the time
I dont know what to do

God help me through this misery
Im sick of everyone, this whole town
All they want to do
Is just keep putting me down

This isnt for you to pity me
You wouldn\'t do that anyway
I just want you to realize
What you put me thru each day

One day you\'ll understand
Why i did what im gonna do 2nite
Why i tried to stop the bleeding
I didnt give up without a fight

I tried to stop, im sorry i failed
Im sorry for me every being here
Dont worry about me anymore
Tonight will be my very last tear

Dont cry when im gone
If you dont really care
When i was alive
You acted like i wasnt there

Wipe that fake smile off your face
Everyone knows you were the one
Who made me do it tonight
Dont worry now..my life is done...