You know wut it's lyke when you think you've finally figured something out or gotten past that akward state..then you realize that it's only gotten worse? That it will never be the same no matter how hard you try or hope. AND Even if you get somewhere with them, which is probably way too far in your fantasies anyways, they might pull away... when it feels lyke a breakup even though you were never together in the first place & not matter what anyone says or does you can\'t get better because you're incapable of letting go evn though you should have a long long time ago
