The Painful Love Story

I feel his touch agains my hand
as I take it my palms turn cold and sweaty
Im nervous and happy at the same time
as I know that he loves me as much as I love him

his eyes catch mine as we stare at one another
his smile makes me fall like freshly backed apple crumble
I pass him in the halls and the world seems to stop
as I enter a lovely dream of him and I
If I am scared and shivering
he comes to my side to reasure that everything is fine

I feel safe with him like nothing will ever happen
until the day he said, \"I love you\"
my insides turned out and I giggled
\"I love you too!\" as I said between tears

His loving hug swept over me and he watched me like an angel above,
this was not the happy ending though..

he became agressive and over obsessed I\'d tell him to stop
he wouldnt listen, we\'d fight more and more
and I would always leave crying

his smiles stopped and were replaced with sneers
I couldnt understand how the fairytale turned to a nightmare
he scared me now...I never knew what he would do
his crude comments overflowed my body

he could not stop, the more I tried the worse it was
he bought me a ring one day and shoved it upon my finger
I did not love him anymore, he was like the devils son
he would only want attention
which I was not able to stand

\"we can\'t be together anymore\"

he looked at me with rage
his cupboard was open and out he took a knife
I screamed but he was to fast
the stabs wern\'t the worst, what was is how he enjoyed every plunge

I now lay in the hospital
regreting the day of how I would meet my prince
I will not fall in love again...