Hit Bottom

What ever happened
to those three best friends.
What ever happened to all of that love.
There's one smile left
When i think of you.
Theres one giggle left
as a reminder of the fun we had.
There's one sparkle on my heart.
Where your memory is stained.
There's one page in the scrapbook
That we never finished.
Theres a million tears in my eyes,
That i cry for so many reasons.
I reach out,
Hoping for a lost cause.
I tie that rope of love,
Which between us has obviously been cut.
For every knot I tie,
Just withers away,
I grab for your hand,
But you never grab back.
And i fall so far
And sink to the bottom of my ocean of tears
only to be forgotten.
Forever more.
I sit here alone and wallow in my sorrow.
Like there is no one who shares my pain.
I sit here alone and wish for things
To be happy like life once was.
I sit here and wish nothing had happened.
I sit here and wonder
the thousands of wonder.
I sit here and cry for the things i miss.
But whats broken can't be fixed.
Whats broken can't be fixed.

***Goodbye Maddie. It was great. I wish it still was.... but you never grab back...***