The way it is.

When I am with you the time flies right on by;
So fast that perhaps it will make me cry. That hour, I thought it would last,
is now just a thing of the past.

They way I just sat there-- AS IF I HAD NOTHING TO DAY--
and let that hour waste away.
I never knew that the next faithful day; I'd PAY!

I'd pay for not telling you when I had the chance.
I wish now I would have given you at least the slightest glance.
I never know that the very next day, would be the one that everything changed.

When you held me in your arms Baby it felt like forever.
My forever is known as your never.
We werent ment to be we weren't ment to hold.
After everything I WISH I WASN'T SO C0LD!

I love you now--just as I loved you then. Can't you see that be hind these lYING green eyes.. it was ALWAYS a fake grin.. I put it on to not only fool you,
but close firends, family members, and loved ones too.

No one is perfect, not you && NOT I;
I just didn't think that to you " I Love You" was such lie.
I prented that it doesn't hurt(you can't hurt me),
but if I keep lying to myself I will never see.

I want to tell you the truth about how I feel;
otherwise, these wounds won't ever heal. I want to scream to the world " I LOVE YOU TOO" It makes me wish i was your girl!...

0h Mii GosH! iT pisses me off;
I find my happiness at the end of an
empty Smur-NoFF..
why do I do this to myself at such a young age?
I am sick of playing these tourmenting games.

That take my heart and my soul!
OMG I AM LOSING my S0UL!!
I wait on you hand and foot!
I am about to hang myself on the hook. : ( !
No one believes me when I say I am scared for LIFE!
You only get to live on liFE!

It makes me want to cry,
that I am wasting all my time.
On Earth it is just a matter of time compared to our eternity.
IT HURTS SO BAD that no one SE3S! A cry for help ALL MY CRIES IN VEIN!
Day in and day out it never to be the same.

I can't take this unbarable pain.
NOW DO YOU SEE WHY I DON'T LIKE THIS GAME!?
If you can't then you are straight up blind,
and you need to learn to read IN BETWEEN the lines.
I will just tell my secrets to some other pointless guy GUY!
So just know that when your shoulder is where I cry.
YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU ARE MY GUY!!