I was curious!
I was confused!
I was hesitant!
I was afraid!
To hear anything about u
To know anything about u
To see or even dream about u...
I knew Id be sticking to u no matter what
I knew Id be hanging around with u all time
Help!
Im trapped!
Im stuck!
In Ur zone I became sapped!
Sick of my ill-fated luck!
I gradually feel it
Losing u became incredibly easy
Like a very heavy ocean wave
Taking u and bringing u back speedily
Smacking my dreams and pulling u away
Slipping off my hands became Ur job
No! Im not accusing u no way
And my only job is to sob
Shedding tears is now my only thing I do
Whenever I feel Im about to lose u
I sense the fear living me
Panic steps marching like solders
Without mercy attacking me
To put u between my hidden folders
Threatening me and ordering me
To pack u with my unfulfilled dreams
Fold Ur words and pix to push them under my bed
To become one of my doomed stories
If u were concealed with my fated dreams grid
Doing that breeds my worries!
Rethinking of it without sub-thoughts
Thinking of how my life would be:
How would I drink? How would I eat?
How would I pray? How would I sleep?
How would I speak? How would I smile?
How would I look? How would I live?
Tell me, Answer me,
Persuade me, Convince me,
Make me happy without u
Make me look at people around me
Make me sleep, eat, drink
Make me pray for something other than for u
Make me smile
Make me believe in life
Make me trust u to any further extent
Coz I became doubtful
That u r going to be there
Beside me assisting me
To find something fair!
I see the sun disappearing
I hear music hushing
Greenery off my eyes vanishing
I feel life is already fading turning black
My breath barely evaporating
Roaming in my little sac
Hidden under the patient sealing
Tiny hopes fighting in their shack
My only hopes to see u again
Are now stronger than my hope to survive!
The moment I imagine me with u ever after
Hiding under your warm shade
Holding your hand like a petite aster
By then Id know my illness only aid!
Its u my friend!
Its u who cures all me!
Its u who I should smile for,
Its u who I should pray for,
Pray to be ever after with u...
