So sad, dear. But don't worry; anyone who is a friend of yours should understand that sometimes, you just need to cry. it's natural. i understand. :]
Beautiful poem

All I can say is I understand this feeling.There's so much more to say, but I know how you feel, what you mean.Sometimes the pure joy and happiness causes tears to flow.I can't really explain or express it.Beautiful and honest write.This piece really touched me.

Gary Jurechka