My life

by Krzysztof J   Nov 9, 2006


I'm trying to hold on,
A lil more each day,
I'm trying to go on,
But i want to end this pain.

I know i don't deserve,
A life such as this,
Moneys not a problem,
My riches i wont miss,

I do not smoke, I do not drink,
And drugs i do not take,
Always been a good boy,
My promises i don't break,

I do not have to work hard,
For the food thats in my mouth,
I have two loving parents,
I guess life is alright,

Its NOT alright i tell you,
Theres a burden in my heart,
I've never felt real love
It never seems to last,

Endless nights i cried,
For girls that didn't care,
I wish i never had a heart,
I wish it wasn't there,

I cared about this last one,
God even knows its true,
I thought she'd never leave me,
My heart was torn anew,

For once id wish they'd love me,
With a fire in their heart,
Not just pretend they care,
Then leave me in the dark,

I never ask for much,
I give more then my fair share,
I always treat them well,
But they don't seem to care,

I do think thats my problem,
Maybe I'm to nice,
Maybe i should cheat and lie,
And be like other guys,

That I'll never do,
Cause god knows its not me,
So i guess I'll just keep dreaming,
That maybe you loved me.

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  • 17 years ago

    by tatiana

    I wish boys thought like that nowadays!

  • 17 years ago

    by tatiana

    I wish boys thought like that nowadays!

  • 18 years ago

    by LovinMyLife

    That was an amazing poem you did an amazing job writing it!
    p.s. I mean I know it doesn't matter what I think but I'm going to let you know anyway. Relationships are important to me. I don't just date someone just so I can say I have a 'boyfriend' I only date someone if I really care about them, and know they care for me and won't hurt me by cheating or lying to me. And by don't that relationships last longer. Cheating is stupid and I am so against it. What is the point in cheating on someone? I mean isn't that just going to hurt them more than just saying..."look this isn't working out" you know? And lAnd lying...I hate that too, if I'm going to be honest, he should be too. You seem like a really great guy. Don't change yourself because girls can't see the amazing person you really are. You will find the right girl, trust me.
    Sorry that was so long. It's just your poem got me thinking...lol Well anyway....buh-bye!
    Burning~Wings

  • 18 years ago

    by Aussie

    Sadly this is true. lov is sad, but can't live without it. i can relate to this on both sides. at the begining it seems regreting. there's a little hope at the end. i like the ending. thax for the comment:)

  • 18 years ago

    by Gem

    Another beautiful poem!

    And yeah, you can email it to her if you want but careful of the copyright thingie and it's Gem, i think you got me mixed up with Jenny, lol

    5/5 as always
    *Gem*

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