Verse ..1
everyday I'm searching for my purpose..
aint getting nowhere, just got me feeling worthless..
find myself asking "god what have I done to deserve this"..?
for the questions that I ask it seems there are no answers..
it's got my mind spinning like ball room dancers..
why am I breathing..?
why? is there even a reason..?
why do I live through to see another season..?
if I could only ask one question, I would ask him why..?
why am I even alive..?
why should I hope to thrive..?
why should I fight to survive if I'm only living to die..?
it is then I look up into the sky..
hoping that he'll hear this rhyme..
hoping that he\'ll give me a sign..
I sit and wait.... but I hear no reply..
verse ..2
every morning when I awake..
I'm thinking that this is the day I find out my fate..
the day I find out that I'm not just a fake/
and somebody that everyone hates..
this might be the day I finally find my place..?
it seems theres so many people with empty faces..
and every corner I turn I fall into empty spaces..
I think I got water in my eye..
seems like I'm about to cry..
man I just wish that I would f**ken die..
holding my arms out wide..
once again I look into the sky..
hoping that he'll give me a sign..
hoping that it my turn to shine..
hoping that he hears me this time..
I sit and wait.... but still no reply..
verse..3
I dont know for how long..
I can stay this strong..
its not that easy, when you don't belong..
you think anybody would notice if I was gone..
cant let that happen, I must try to keep move on..
they say, if theres a will theres a way..
so I'm hoping tomorrow brings a better day..
but until then I must continue to pray..
should I take a chance by asken him again..?
or should I just what until the end..
when I'm close to my death..
and I'm taking my last breath..?
....
I take a chance and ask him why..?
he tells me something but it turns out to be a lie..
so I guess I'm still waiting for his reply..
