Lost You

No matter what I do,
I keep waking up right here.
Living, breathing, choking,
on this constant tear.

This bottled up feeling,
that keeps on coming right back.
Keeps reminding me,
that it is you that I lack.

Why you left me,
still puzzles me so.
When you were the one that promised,
you would never let me go.

It still confuses me,
to go in time and look back.
And every time I try and keep up,
I seem to cry and lose track.

I guess this horrible feeling,
I deserved in a way.
I mean I was the one that truly,
fell in love anyways.

You on the other hand,
just lied about it all.
Just so instead of you,
it was me that had to fall.

I think that maybe,
you wanted this.
To make me feel,
like you once did.

To make this pain,
become to much to bear.
And all along,
you didn't care.

But I got to get over this,
and i know it will take some time.
Because no matter what I do,
you will never become again mine.