What am I supposed to do,
when everything reminds me of you.
And everything that I touch,
reminds me of you so much.
I don't think its very fair,
how much I've grown to care.
How much you've grown to mean to me,
And how little i mean to you I've come to see.
I wish you cared like I do now,
I guess you stopped loving me but I don't know how.
I wish I was as strong as you,
to do the heartless things you do.
To tell me you love me and for you to lie,
Has me questioning and asking why.
Why did I have to fall in love once again,
Why we couldn't go to way back when.
Back to where we loved each other,
and thought of no one above another.
Back to when it was just so simple,
Back to when id laugh at your dimple.
To when everything seemed to right,
to when i love you was the last thing said at night.
To when everything didn't remind me so,
Of you and how i cant let you go.
To a place where happiness stayed,
to a place where my heart played.
So when I'm stuck thinking of you,
And everything we used to do.
I sit and stare and remember when,
I thought of you as just a friend.
I laugh a little and feel the pain,
that has me going slowly insane.
I wish it was like it was before,
Everything reminded me of you once more.
