This stupid Female

I cant figure out whats going on in this females head

Ive observed all of the things shes done and said

always wanting to be around my man

when shes around i barely can

it hurts so bad i dont know how much more of this i can take

i thought she was my best friend turns out shes a fake

people like her make me so angry my blood turns cold

i dont understand how she can be so bold

Ive been with him for almost 5 months now

i cant believe i didn't catch this i wonder why and how?

shes the 1st one to greet him as he walks through the door

she says i love you and gives him a hug and a kiss on his cheek

I'm tired of having self-control i only get to see him 3 times a week

I'm so angry i dont trust myself to move he still comes to me but I'm too angry to tell....

I'm to my breaking point and about to be pushed over the rail

i act like nothings wrong and that I'm okay

on the inside I'm dying I'm too angry to have anything to say

I'm not jealous unless i have a reason to be

i have a reason and girl he belongs to me

I'm not a typical female when it comes to my guys

i may be immature and 17 but i wont take boys back for cheating and lies

especially with this one because Ive given him my heart

he hasn't really done anything wrong so hes had a good start

it dont take much for me to be satisfied at all

just dont cheat-lie-and answer if you get a missed call

I'm so confused please people what do i do??

Ive fallen so hard for this guy i dont want us to end

especially over my supposedly best friend....

all you people Reading my writing are probably thinking I'm upset for nothing at all....

but I'm so sick of hitting the same brick wall

I'm scared-lonely-in need of a true friend....

Ive bent as far as i can possibly bend

what am i to do??

especially after all we been through.......