Let Cupid's arrow pierce my skin,
Let everything be released that I hold within;
Rip my whole being apart,
Shred me to pieces - especially my heart.
I give you all I've got,
You just want me to sit here and rot;
And if thats what it came down to,
You know I would - just for you.
I love the heat - it prepares me for where I'll be,
How I'll spend my eternity;
Tonight; my heart bleeds to show you how much I care,
To prove to you I will always be there.
Whether it be God, Cupid, the Devil himself,
They made me love you - and for this, I need help;
A deadly obsession that is taking over me,
I know if you cared then you would surely see:
How bad I am ripping at this dead skin,
This carcass I am expected to suffer in;
I haven't bled like this for many nights,
But the pleasure re-ignited itself; and I just couldn't fight.
Tomorrow may be just another day,
But for me it could bring all my hope and stay;
Maybe if I take one too many pills,
Let one too many crimson tears spill:
Satan can take me to my real paradise,
So I can suffer with my own kind;
The roaches, the buzzards, the demons, the wretch,
They say Hell is agony, but I would gladly spend my eternity ripping at my own flesh.
This struggle to feel normal,
This struggle to become whole;
Leaves so many things unfinished,
And leaves my fragile body with a broken soul.
