My love

You were my flickering light in the darkness
my only hope
you were my streght in my weakness
my voice when i spoke
and now I'm wishing to get back
all the things i now lac k
I'm unsure of myself
so again i get the razor off the shelf
soon you will ignore my absence
and not miss presence
but it happens all the time
it's the life i call mine
for more then a year
I've wished for you back,dear
but when you came back again
i ruined it and now we cant even be friends
i wish you felt the same
but to even think that
it would be a game
i try all the time to get over you
but thats one thing i could never do
i know this seems like obsession
but this is my confession
i want you to know
the feelings i try not to show
so now you know how i feel
and for now i will try to deal