When you look at me,
what do you see?,
A girl who acts like she is always happy never looking sad,
I can't seem to show people that everything has gone bad,
life isn't the way it use to be,
I have to put on a fake smile for everyone to see,
I don't wanna hide the way i really feel,
but everything has become so surreal,
I feel like i am constantly in a nightmare,
Like i should be hiding in a corner scared,
But this is my life i guess i have to deal,
but what am i suppose to do if things never seem real,
But out of everything what i find really sad,
Is that dreams are the happiest times i have ever had,
Dreams where i am fading away,
Never to struggle through another day,
But when the day comes where i can't take the pain,
I want things for my loved ones to stay the same,
Just because i didn't have what it takes to stay,
doesn't mean i won't be there when they have something they need to say,
So don't think of me as gone i am just asleep,
Don't cry for me i am finally at peace!
