Another Me!

Facing the truth
Using my dreams
Saving my breath
Hiding my beams

Hoping to see you with no NOs
Everyday meet you when everyone knows
To be honest, Im scared
Im sick of it; Seconds and Ill be blared

Why is it sometimes hard to believe we r friends?
Why do I care? Why do I feel this way?
Why do I always pray to see u again and again?

For the first time I answer myself
I already know it and automatically show it
Trying to control my feelings
Punishing my blabber lips
Trying to pull back words I said
Words which couldnt stay for long
Grabbed them but I donno how I did
For the first time my heart spoke instead of me

Ive never been like that before
Ive always kept my thoughts for me
I never thought Id share them with someone
This someone has totally changed me

In many aspects, I became another me
I noticed none of these alters
Until my heart whispered
Whispered out some bizarre truth
I never knew it was reality
My heart that never spoke out a letter
Now began to breach generously
I started to consider much better
My life is NOW filled of goals
That used to be pass-by dreams I never thought Id fulfill
I rethink of it and it seems I got rid of the circle
Circle I used to go around and around with no end
This WAS the circle of my life I thought was planned
But not any more, since I met this soul
Beside this soul I know Im not going back
I know Im not looking at now
Ill always be the new me
The new me who always looks ahead
Who always seeks the moment now
In order to be ready for tomorrow..