Talking to you has made me realize
what I'm missing,
I miss everything about you,
the way you make me smile,
and laugh.
I have realized that i don't want to start
over just yet
because i don't want to start until
i can see you every weekend at least.
You are everything that i miss about myself
I just hope that you really understand my decision
on the reason why i broke up with you
and the reason why i don't want to start the relationship
just yet......
but please understand and
i hope that this time it will be better
and that we can really get as close as we wanted to....
I wish that it would be sooner
but it seems that its just not gonna work.....
i gotta finish school and
then once i move in with my mom then i will
be able to see you every moment....
a lot of people may not like it
but i don't care what they think...
so me missing you kills me....
i cry for you and one other love in my life every night b4
i go to bed each night...
but talking to you makes me happy.....