Do you know how it feels

Do you know how it feels,
To sit at night crying,
Wondering what happened to life,
Thinking where did I go wrong,
Praying for god to take your life,
For the razor to go deep enough,
To hit and cut into your vein,

Do you know how it feels,
To think no one gives a crap about you,
To feel as if you\\\'re alone all the time,
Even when there is a room full of people.
To wish your life was over,
That all your problems were gone,

Do you know how it feels,
To be locked up in a mental hospital,
Trying to figure out what is causing,
These crazy freaked up feeling you have,
To take medicine that makes you a zombie,
To keep your thoughts from turing into actions,
And your actions into cries,
And your cries into death,

Do you know how it feels,
To be depressed around happy people,
To want to take your own life,
When nothing goes right,
To have no one who understands,

Do you know how it feels,
To be locked in a cage of steel bars,
With no key or way out,
To be scared to wake up every morning,
To wonder if you\\\'ll make it through the day,
Without killing yourself,
Or making one more scar upon your body,
This is how I feel,
Every waking moment of my day,

Now do you know how I feel??