Why do i feel so stupid? Am I? I'm so lost, i'm confused. I told you my past. I shouldn't have, I'm ashamed of it...I hate my life, i have nothing but you, and my best friend, but its not enough, not the life for me... i want to wake-up confidente and go to sleep satisfied. I want a new life, something not so complicated. I want someone to tell me i\'m smart, not hard headed. I want to have control of my life and not in someone elses hands. I want a new past, a happy present, and a bright future. I want to be the one who knows the answers and isn\'t asking the questions. I want to be a goal compleater. A honest person, free from guilt and deception. I want a good image, and i want to be a role model. I want to be able to say i have straight A's and a i always get 100% on my tests. I want to know i'm i'm cared about and love and not just told it, i want to be trusted, but that...it's not me...
