Not afraid for I have been a fool
In giving up my pride, rendered useless
No more acceptance, give my faith to time
Failure does not become me for you were never mine
Loss is conscience in my ways
For never have I given up my strength
I never wanted to learn how to play this game
So I ignored the rules and now break all the same
Forced to watch the nightmare overflow
But this time, time sides with the broken
No more do these hours leave me so hallow
The pain in my throat now doesn't burn when I swallow
And now my hand, it doesn't shake
Nor does my heart shake my chest
So now I can lay me down to sleep
And pray the lord my soul to keep
My conscious clean without your dust
Burning the clutter from inside
I let the go the urge in me to fight
For you're not worth what makes me alright
You're lifeless you're dirty
And now you can't hurt me
I don't feel the loss anymore
You're not something I feel sorry for
