I\'m sorry but I must say this.. I hate you. Sorry to say that. But you caused me to by your drinking and your hate towards me and others. All I have been trying to do is help you and all you have been doing is giving me broken promises. That night when you almost died I was there helping you, taking care of you and all you could do was push me away and yell at me. Call me a b**** and w****. You couldn\'t even remember what you called me because you were drunk. Mom you lied. I didn\'t want to hug you, I didn\'t want to talk to you ever again. But I had to because you wanted me to and you are my mom and you have no one else so I hugged you even if I didn\'t feel like hugging you. There is no fairy tale in my life nor in yours. But please when you find me gone, don\'t come looking for me. I want to be free from your drunken rage. Go away and get some help don\'t be afraid to ask that is the step of stopping it. I know that you hate me for what i have done or said but really get over it like I have. Its your fault. Yours. Just think about that.
