They wonder why she cries so much,
But they don't see her pain.
They don't understand,
How this is so lame.
You're always fighting,
And screaming cold words.
Your to blame,
You brought this shame.
It was over from the start,
I knew this would get no where.
Started with a stare,
Ended with out you there.
You always walk out,
Afraid to scream or shout.
Never wanting to explain,
Leaving home on the next train.
You sit in confusion,
Not paying any attention to me.
I try to comfort you,
But all you say is "let me be."
Mommy,
How much longer must this go on?
How much longer,
Do I have to be strong?
You make me feel bad,
Like I'm the reason you're mad.
I'm sorry mommy I'll get better,
Look I even wrote you a letter:
You're the best mommy.
Anyone could ever have.
Even when I'm wrong,
I'll try to be strong for you mommy.
I hate seeing you sad,
Or even mad.
It makes me feel bad Mommy.
I'm sorry.
Please still love me..?
My mommy looks at me,
Water falls from her eyes.
She told me I'm her star,
And I'll always shine bright.
Even in the night,
Or when things go wrong.
She told me I'll remain,
Forever strong.
She told me that,
Someday she won't be here.
But she'll always be with me.
She pointed to my heart,
And told me she'll be right there.
I tell her,
I love you mommy.
I always will.
Thank you for everything!
