Happy

Happy
thats what you think i am
you see this smile
when I'm with him
but its fake
I'm not happy
I'm more alone than ever before
hes everything i should want
and nothing i do want
i still cant forget
what i used to have
Ive tried to move on
but its still there
the feeling
I'm lost
happy
thats all i want to be
you say i look great
that he is what Ive been waiting for
but its not true
i still cant open up
he deserves better
so i look happy
just to make him
happy