Biggest Mistake

The biggest mistake of my life has been made
All of my happiness and sanity is starting to fade
It was my worse decision; all my fault
That I lost so quickly all the joy you brought
I lost my source of inspiration; my source of energy
My source of motivation; and my source of serenity
I feel like I don't even deserve to be given;
Another chance with you; another chance at living
But I still wait for another chance; I'm so miserable and confused
I didn't accept the reality of it yet; I can't; I refuse
My feelings and thoughts are the solar system and you are the sun
It all revolves around you because you were.......are the one!