I've changed so much in these past few months
I don't even know who I am anymore
I've gotten darker
More lonely
And everything I do, I do it behind a shut door
I don't want to be around my family
Just my friends and myself as well
I express myself in many ways
Some people might know, if not I'll never tell
People think they know me but they don't
They don't have an effing clue
They think I'm a lonely, depressed girl
Who has no life, but that ain't true
I have lots of friends and also feelings
I laugh, cry, and scream
I'm normal you see
But you look and see the black and gloominess and think that's all there is to me
But next time take a better look
I bet you'd be surprised that I'm just like you
But I doubt that will happen
You will overlook the better things like you always do
