Why did I even try?

Why?
why do i even try?
Exspecially if you could care less if i die

Why should i call
When you won't even watch me play ball

I don't know why i bother
you not even much of a father

All you do i lie
And make me cry

Tell me, why should i try?
Don't even act like your going to cry
Second thought i just wish you would die

Go ahead and run
why don't you just go and hide?
Its not going to take back all the times you lied!

Just turn you back
Thats what your good at!