Lost

by Thoughtless Consideration   Nov 11, 2006


I'm messed up,
I'm not like them, and it's too hard to take.
I want to be preppy and giggly,
But I don't want to be a fake.
Why can't I enjoy the things they do?
Why don't I like dances and why do I have no spirit for my school?
Why aren't I pretty?
Why aren't I normal?
Why am I so strange, so wierd,
Why am I letting go of all the emotions I have never feared?
Why don't I have straight hair,
And blue eyes?
Why do I always lie to myself and hide behind a disguise?
Why aren't I thinner?
Why aren't I fatter?
Why aren't I smarter?
Why does this crap all matter?
Why won't he love me?
Why won't I open up?
Why do I feel like I'm the only person who has to put up with this stuff?
Why, when I look at you, do I always melt?
And why the hell do I keep lying to myself?

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  • 17 years ago

    by SweetEmotion

    Well its ok i dont like it much. it really bothers me that you think you HAVE to be those things to be liked. no one wants to see a fake face and we kno that from first hand experience...it doesnt matter who you are and who you arent. you are who you are for a reason. Theres a million preps out there but there is only one tru original farah and you dont need n e of that.....i bet that behind all that fake happiness they put up is just wishing that they cud express and be themselves like we can. i dont want n e of that. i dont want you to be like that. i love you the way you are and if the rest of the world doesn't well then they can go to hell. its not as great as it looks.... we dont need to b preppy. we are dorks and should be proud.... no need for all of this wanting and stuff..... i mean you are SO much cooler than any of the preps at school because you are such a genuine uniqu person..... you dont need to change. its ok if you like and dis like things other poeple dont, because that is what makes you u. jut put ur foot down and say no i dont like that and no i dont need that because farah if you do that, i will love you even more lol...... but seriously thats only my perspective........ i would kind of like to hear ur imput on this and know why you would like to be a bit more preppy. i cant really understand until i have ur opinion and i would like to hear it and i will respect your opinion.... i promise..... best friends :D

  • 18 years ago

    by Meet Me On Thames Street

    Awwww, this is rly good.
    and u don't have to be any of those things.
    we'll still love u no matter what
    I dont have perfectly straight hair and nice cloths but i dont care
    It may matter to maddie and them but it doesn't matter to me and everyone else, We'll still love u no matter what. Always remember that.

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