I miss talking to you
i miss the way you made me laugh
the way you smiled at me
they what you looked when you said something stupid
the way you would cheer me up,
no matter how sad you were
the way you always seemed to cheer up when i called
though you my have been depressed
you always seemed to care about me
no matter what just happened
no matter if you just got pulled over
or if you just got a raise
i pulled out of class today...
the cops were there
to take me away
to tell me the horrible news
that you were in he hospital
i couldn\\\'t believe it was you
lying in that bed
motionless
not moving
accept the little movement of your chest
rising and then falling again
i turned to the doctor and asked...
WHERE\\\'S CARLA?
pretending not to care about you
the doctor looked at the ground
then at the nurse
then at me
and back at the ground again
Nada mumbled the words
she didn\\\'t make it though
I\\\'m really sorry...
and as for your boyfriend...
he\\\'s in a coma,
HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND JUST MY DAUGHTERS FATHER!
i screamed loud enough for the whole hospital to hear
WHEN IS HE GOING TO COME OUT?
i asked
we don\\\'t know
the doctor replied ignoring my dumb comment about you not being my boyfriend just Carla\\\'s father
i started crying...
i didn\\\'t go to school for th past six months
i stayed at the hospital with you
because i know how much you hate them
you finally opened your eyes yesterday, and said \\\"i love you\\\"
but only i heard it
when you do come out of this coma...
for good i mean
i am going to tell you how much i messed you
and how much i love you
why did it take me till THIS to figure that out?
i guess that old saying, you told me once, is true...
you don\\\'t know what you\\\'ve got till its gone...
i love you
