If you were to live

Why did this happen to me
Why not the kid down the street
I am filled with hatred
I am fill with grief

One little thing can change ones life
Why did it have to be mine
The only time I see her now
Is sadly in my mind

She left her mom her memories
She left her brother toys
She took with her there her soul
And everyone else's joy

She left to me a scar
That I could never forget
When she left me that day
It filled me with regret

Regret of all the time we didn't spend
Regret of the love we didn't give
Regret of how you had to go
And left me here to live

You will always have a place in my heart
Where only you can stay
I will always have heart with love for you
Every single day

Although I miss you so much
I hope you know I moved on
Yes I am still hurt and sad
Now that you are gone

I will never meet a person
As sweet and kind as you
I wish you were here with me
So I wouldn't be so blue

I love you my friend
With all the love I can give
Every day I wonder what would have happened to us
If you were to live