What if i told you that i realized my mistake,
or that I've died everyday since you left, what if i said i cried enough tears to fill a ocean,
would you give a dam?
If i promised not to screw up this time,
would you take me back?
would you love me again?
Or would you reject me and continue hating me?
Ya we can be friends,
but it's hard for me to watch you kiss her on her red filthy lips!
I know she's my best friend and i don't mean to hurt her,
But i love you more than life!
and i think about u every god dam day!
So please take me back you are my life, without you,
theres no reason to live,
because i live for you,
I breathe for you,
ever since the day you left,
i died 1,000 slow and painful deaths.
I know i might sound selfish,
but what you put me through,
i don't care! Because i love you more than life,
without you there's no point in living,
So this is my good bye letter to you my love,
so good bye my love i love you more than life.
As I'm here with a gun to my head, As my last thought runs through my head my last breath....
BANG!
I'm lying dead on the floor in a puddle of my own black blood,
it's black because you broke it,
It's faded and rotten from not being loved.
And still you don't give a dam!
Here's a thought for your conscience,
" My last thought b4 i died was of you holding me close in the middle of the road kissing at night while it's pouring rain. "
I hope you're happy.
All i wanted was for you to love me.
I never wanted any more than your love because you were my life,
my red heart that turned to pitch black.
Because you feel in love with someone else! Was it to much to ask for you to love me?
Obviously it was,
Because you couldn't love me or even look at me with your daring heart telling you i was ugly you went by what your heart told you, and by my ugly looks when,
In all casuality i was perfect for you i was the one you just wouldn't see it you refused to!
And now I'm dead.
All because of you and your dumb mistakes.
Well my love,
have a great life,
without me,
and your new wife!
Till then ill see you in hell were you left me to rot into a million shattered pieces! When she dies she will die the most painful,
most hurtful death ever and ill kill her more in hell then you will feel what i felt and you who broke my heart will know how it feels to die BLACK!
