Losing You

Im happy but hurt...contented but afraid.Afraid of losing you in any moment;hurt for loving you this much.But im happy...still contented.

Im smiling but troubled...laughing but scared.Scared to be alone again; troubled for things may change so fast.But im smiling...still laughing.

But if its the only way to have you...
let me be hurt,let me suffer.
For losing you only means to suffer more.

Losing you is the hardest thing.
and no greater pain can i feel
just by losing you...losing you again.