Cuts

by chastity   Nov 12, 2006


The cuts on my wrist were suppose to set me free

but what i dint understand is what was suppose to set me free, put me on my knees
begging for a life that i never had and wished i did..

in fact i should be glad I'm letting go of what once mattered the most
but without him in my life

WELL....i am shaded
but this is exactly why i must keep fighting for my life...

and after a while it is that i realize i wasn't afraid of losing him
it was myself i was afraid of..

its hard looking back at yourself knowing you failed to love once again
and that knowing how god felt when i was cheating with the card he had once dealt

i was cheating myself

but its to late now the cuts on my wrist had done me in for good...

for now what i was when i was with him..i will never be the same..

NEVER THE SAME WITHOUT HIM!!
MY LOVE 4 EVER

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  • 18 years ago

    by Christina

    Hey chastity, you visited my poem and left a comment so i thought id leve you a msg..
    well darl i love your writing its really meaningful and understanding.
    i no what its like to be so down that you feel the need to punish yourself. i just want you to know that iv bn in the same situation as you about 3 yrs ago, cutting yurself is not the answer tho darl dnt ever h8 yurself or let yur bf make u feel worthless.. every person ie unique and if they love you they shud take you for who you are and look at the bigger picture.
    but neways i better stop crapping on now lols=) take care and keep writing im looking forward to reading yur nxt poem. iv put u in my favs!. xxchristinaxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Scream_my_name

    I actually really liked this poem, i know and understand what you mean by you thought it was him but it wasn't it was you. GOOD JOB!!!!!

  • 18 years ago

    by chastity

    I love this poem so dont be hatin just cuz u didnt write it!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!

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