Take me away from this place.

For the days when I breathe
More than I do today
Existence is my grievance
Not living through the ways

That I know I can
And am able to do
But I'm hurting so much
That I cant pull through

I cant lift myself out
Of this sinking hole
I'm going further down
Hopefully my body will follow

I'm actually afraid
of my own power I possess
I am destined to abuse it
To try and forget about losses.

And to heal myself
Of this pain that immerses me
The blackness hanging down
Denying me anything free

Locked in a wire cage
Solutions vary from extremes
Im too consumed by illusions
To understand what they mean

My mind is so flooded by emptiness
Trying to fill the many voids
But nothing can replace whats gone
Fantasies which ive toyed

Where everything is okay
And I beat this thing down
And I live with ability and beauty
And I take in the different surrounds

Instead I just dwell on lost hope
Living without purpose or reason
Waiting for that better day
waiting for a better season.