Just to say goodbye (call me when your sober)

Promises of friendship
tears to say goodbye
laughter,secrets of the night
always okay
until the bottle comes out
then its when the words
show
and un-lived secrets
to be told
take my hand
as you burst into tears
the stench of vodka that comes
from your mouth
falling to your knees
begging me to open up
declaring your love
intoxicating promises
how many more times
do you have to make me cry
make me scream.
how come tomorrow
you won't remember a thing
blood stroked tears
not knowing why
you upset me this much
but now I'm gone
alone at home i wait for your call
another drunken night
making me drink
i might pass out on the floor
why do you need this bottle
I'm the fcuk up
I'm the addict
you hate me. I'll let you down
like I've everyone else
hang up this phone
go back to bed
call me when your sober
you cant love me
you don't know me
Good-bye
I'll pretend for you
just please don't remember.