A shadow

I think i want you.
But then i hear about things you do.

Is it really you that i see?
Or is it just a shadow of what could be?

Why do you do things to turn me away?
Where did you go with "her" the other day?

I cant help loving you.
Make it stop! This cant be true!

I wont let myself care my friends know whats best.
The say your not good enough, that your jest.

And i believe them if your not there.
But when i see you i try hard not to stare.

In my dream your throwing rocks at my window.
But right now you dont seem whole, only a shadow.