I'm fading in and out of trust,
I'm falling in and out of love,
Every time I think i'm gone,
Every time I think I've moved on,
All those nights i couldn't sleep,
All those times you were too good for me,
I'm falling apart,
You finally broke the last piece of my heart,
I always said I'd love until I drew my last breath,
I think I may be ready to take that step,
I spent so much time worrying you would leave,
I spent too much time realizing you were my reason to breathe,
Now my worries have been justified,
You walked out of my world with a half-hearted goodbye,
I said I was fine,
And turned my head so wouldn't see the tears falling from my eyes,
I said i diddn't need you, and that i would be alright,
But you know as well as i do that that's a bold-faced lie,
I won't be okay,
And i can't go on living my life this way,
I won't be just fine,
And i can't keep pretending that i don't need to see your body next to mine,
I can't keep believing that I'll survive,
Because the truth of the matter is - I'll die without you by my side...