To my dearest diary,
the blood may never end!
i guess i shouldn't cut myself
but i guess your my only friend
they all seem to hate me
its one lie after the next
the romance is fading
its all become complex
so i tell you one last time
i wish i had some wings,
so i could fly away from here,
but there are daggers in the wind,
so to the graveyard
i slowly tread
and over the corpses
by blood will shed....
i will die where there
are already ghosts
and on my body
ill leave a note..
to my mum
and my dearest dad,
i didn't mean to hurt you,
so please don't be sad,
I'm sure ill be happier now,
the silence in my head has gone,
and now,
i can move on,
but please bury me somewhere nice,
maybe on a field,
filled with flowers and butterflies,
where i once used to kneel,
my tears fell there,
i screamed out all my thoughts,
so maybe if you stand still,
you can hear them in the wind once more,
good bye to you i say,
my mum and my daddy dear,
i love you with my burning heart,
so please don't shed a tear.
I'm in a happier place,
full of wings and smiles,
in an enchanted place,
where ill see you in a while...
