My friend mia

I shove my mouth stuffed full of food
it doesnt matter, i feel no guilt
it will soon be gone
mia tells me, i believe it

mia says its time to do it
runnung the water hot
turning the music up loud
i feel weak and pathetic
it contols me

fingers down my throat
sliding through familiar territory
mia is now satisfied

felling thw water run down my back
i try to wash away my feelings
only one way to forget now
i cut deep regrets flowing away
it controls me

mia says its my friend
the day i break this friendship
i will have my life back
and only i will control me !