Tossing and turning,
As the nightmares come flooding in.
Screaming, but only dreaming,
Why do these bad feelings always win??
Running away from everyone,
Screaming at them to leave me alone.
The good times seem to equal none,
And this depressed burden is heavy like stone.
Crying in my dreams,
And rocking back and forth is all i seem to do.
I jolt awake to a silent scream,
And it feels like i have been crying in the real world too.
Seeing my brother die so many times,
And seeing some one being abused by their mum.
I know these nightmares mean something in rhymes,
But when I try to find out, I go so numb.
Dreaming of unhappy moment,
Because I know no other way.
I can not escape this circumstance,
So these nightmares will have to stay.