See Me

Look at me in the eyes can you see underneath my cries

If you can you should already know how hard it is for me to let you go

Don't turn away look at me straight why are you so full of hate

Does it matter to you do you even care or do you block my words out like I'm not there

In your heart do you feel any sorrow do you ever wonder what may come of tomorrow

Do you ever think of me do you ever take off that mask so you can see

When your acting mean and telling me mean words do you ever stop to think how much it hurts

Do my tears ever tell you that your in my heart did you know that each time I see you it breaks me apart

Why do you feel as though you have things to hide you use to tell me everything you felt inside

Now you cover up and say you don't need me but when you say that its not even you I see

your a different person not the guy I knew somethings taken over its not even you

The guy I knew would never leave the man I loved would have never deceived

You use to tell me you needed me as much as I needed you now we know who's feelings were true

Truth is boy my world is gone I have to put up a front like if I'm strong

But I'm not I feel lonely inside my heart is broken and so is my pride

I can't let go though god knows I try but each time I think of you I break down and cry

When I see you in person and your so far away I can't help to ask why didn't you stay

See me boy for who I am look at me and try to understand

I'm still the same girl you met at the mall still the same girl you couldn't wait to call

I'm still the same girl you watched that night standing confused in the moonlight

Still the same girl you told yourself that thats the girl the one you knew would change your world

The only difference now is that I love you more even much more than eight years before

I always thought wed be forever I never thought we wouldn't be together

I never told you the things that went through my head now I wish every thought I would of said

Like every morning when I was asleep I use to get happy when
you kissed me on my cheek

It was always the littlest things that I looked forward to like a simple card that says I love you

Or even just to have a little of your time just to show me that you were mine

And each night you would leave and not even call no matter what I still gave you my all

well its been almost two months and nothing has changed tell me boy does it ever feel strange

Will you ever take away the pain will things ever be the same