All about him

Does it ever get better does the pain go away
why am I to feel hurt when your the one who didn't stay

Why am I left with an unburden pain when you are the one living in shame

Why do I feel weak when it is your promises that you didn't keep

While your out and doing your thing I am at home hoping my phone rings

You don't care why should I
you haven't shed a tear when all I do is cry

You told me you need your space what a sorry excuse your just a disgrace

You walked away from your family what am I suppose to do
you gave up your responsibilities to

Your being so selfish only thinking about yourself
acting as if you have so many problems that need to be dealt

Well let me tell you something I never walked away though I get stressed I always stayed

I don't care to go out and have my fun my kids comes first cause there number one

I get tired I go to work and school than come home to 3 children and don't complain like a fool

You only had to work that was all you had to do and if you didn't have a job I was there for you

You only had to be a father and stick by your family now we are something you don't even see

What were your troubles you had it all made throughout all the bullshit*t I always stayed

You had 3 kids and a woman who loved you but all you could think about was what you wanted to do

The going out with your friends, drinking and getting high meant more to you than being my guy

So this poem is all about you just a sorry excuse of what some fathers do

So I keep asking myself why do I feel pain I'm doing what I have to nothing else has changed

And although I have been depressed since we fell apart it doesn't change who lives in my heart

It was alway the kids and you that I lived for but now I don't have that anymore

Our kids are my first and only priority right now and when you open your eyes and realize that you'll be living in hell

Cause by then they will resent you and have hatred towards you for leaving them to.