Hope

Its hard sitting here and thinking that we might never have a chance
Every day I wanna cry because I think of the times we were together
I still remember our first glance, like it was yesterday
And no matter how old we get. That feeling will never leave my heart

I hate not knowing if you care
But I know that certain feelings are there
I just donâ??t know what they are
And thatâ??s where I get stuck

All I have is hope
Hope that you might possibly love me
Hope that you might actually care if Iâ??m there
And hope that youâ??ll tell me

Itâ??s hard hoping all the time
Because I never know the truth
I dream about the day when Iâ??ll get that call from you
Or get that kiss from your lips

I care so much about you
And I donâ??t know why
All I know is that when I see you my whole body tightens up
And I become speechless, sometimes I even wanna cry

At some point whenever I see you, the tears come out
Mostly when I have to say goodbye
Cuz I never wanna leave
And even though you wonâ??t admit it
Deep down inside I know that you wanna cry too

Or atleast I hope here i go again
The word hope seems to come up a lot when its about you
I donâ??t wanna stop from hoping but it still hurts

Just writing about this makes me wanna cry
I try to be strong
And I try to hold on
But this whole thing is all a mystery

I donâ??t know when Iâ??m gunna let go
And I donâ??t know how hard its gunna be
I donâ??t know whats going on half the time
All I know is that I want it to be just you and me

It would be amazing if I could spend the whole day with you
But than I know Iâ??d have to say good bye
And than the tears will start to fall
Thatâ??s the hardest part