I Don't Think You Love Me

I don't think you really love me
My instinct tells me "No"
My heart wants to be with you
But my mind tells me to go

I don't think you really care
My heart agrees with this
I can see it in your eyes
And I feel it in your kiss

It's not the same as it used to be
Something isn't right
And it's killing me living each day
Only to cry to myself each night

I don't think you want to be with me
You just want me to be okay
But my depression is part of me
Whether you're here or not it will stay

Don't be with me out of pity
But I know thats the reason why
You're only with me to protect me
You're afraid I'll let myself die

My words hurt me deep
Because I know that they are true
I don't want you to go
But what am I suppose to do?

I can't keep you too myself
There's more people in the world
I know now you don't love me,
I hope you find your perfect girl...