Sometimes I wish that I could just come out and tell you how I really feel about us.
But I can't and I know that if I do things wont be the same and its obvious that they won't.
Never will I forget your face, the smile that never faded when you were with me.
That's all gone now and I don't know if it'll ever come back. You smile to make me happy but sometimes
that's just not enough. I can feel your pain, its not completely obvious but i can tell just from looking at you
I know you and I miss you. The feeling that I would get when we hugged. But its all gone now...Will I ever get it back?
Do you even want those feelings back? The fake smile that you know I wear everyday wishing it was true...sometimes I wish it was to.
But there is no way for me to be happy without you in my life. People tell me that I don't need to worry about you and that you'll be fine but there are always the what ifs in the back of my head making me constantly wonder is he really OK...or do they know him like i know him? Does he lie to everyone and say that he's OK just like i do? or does he show his feelings 24/7 wear his heart on his sleeve. I wish i knew but were just not that close anymore.
