FaThEr Is DePrEsSed?

He left so quickly today,
Mother didn't get to say goodbye.
I don't know for sure what's happening,
so I just close my eyes.

He doesn't say I love you,
in his texts anymore.
Just a ta and cya,
I just wish I knew for sure.

Was that accident an accident?
2 in 2 weeks?
He and mother always fight,
so I turn the other cheek.

He seems the same as usual,
yet different as well.
Maybe I'm just imaging things,
cuz I'm in my own private hell.

He and mother always used to fight,
so how different can this be?
Maybe cuz it's about work,
instead of being about me.

I think father may be sad,
he said he hates his job.
But he's feeling so distant,
I will withold my sob.

I don't know for sure,
how certain could I be?
Without him saying it aloud,
could he confess to me?

Is my father depressed?
Or cheating with another?
My tears drops are invisible,
the same is with my mother.

So while my family tears even more,
I'll turn a blind eye.
My family thinks I'm so controlled,
they'll never know it's a lie.

+.+ Well this is crap, I can only seem to write good poems if they're about friend or depression, some-one plz tell me what i'm doing wrong. It's annoying. Ta +.+