Tried to Hide It

I tried to hide how I felt inside before
I tried to go on and act like it it didn't matter
I just wish I wasn't so patient or so soft spoken
Cause I think that you had those feelings

Yet I had to be so shy
I pretty much screwed myself
I committed my own kind of love suicide
But it doesn't matter to me because I got this

The love I feel when I hear your voice
It maybe as close as I get
But I know life without you would be killer
Cause even knowing that you care keeps me going

I still cannot believe though how I did it
Committed that love suicide
I'm still in aw after what I've done
But I will still always love you

Even if its only in that suddle way
Cause its better to have loved
Because without love what are we left with
Without it we are left with nothing