My Aunty Anna

I know i wasn't there
But it feels as if i were
It seems we all have to pay
For an accident that was unforeseen

I picture it in my mind
The green grass all around
It seems fate wasn't kind
As you fell to the ground

I see you lying there
Next to the fallen horse
My heart begins to tear
Both faces are filled with remorse

I painstakingly watch
As both of you shudder in pain
I know i can't interfere
I'm not really there

I start to see the blood trickling down
Your face that never mourned
It slowly reaches the ground
The forbidding color red stains the grass

It all feels so wrong
So out of place
The same question keeps running through my mind
Why? Why now?

I feel myself being pulled back
To a life that can be unfair
My world already seems to lack
Someone with whom i do care

I know now she is happier
But down here it is hard to understand
Why she was taken away
From people who loved her dearly

I wish i could slip back into that state
Where i see my aunt Anna
Living once more
But this time in peace
Not pain...